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.Thursday, February 01, 2007 .2:23 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
Life this days is super bad,
Where should i start it from?
MAYBE.......
FIRSTLY, For CCA training,
was called to go down by some batch,
Actually was kinda of reluctant to go,
The attitude of my juniors really made me have a bad impression of them.
I think i wont be down for any training.
SECONDLY,
Next Fri 9th Feb is results day i really don't know what to expect
Should i consider on ITE if i really don't make it?
But it will be a year wasted for me.
I can encourage my friends but what do i get in return is some nagetive remark from them.
THIRDLY,
From the day when i was sick on 19 Jan Which lasted until now,
my "Low Immuse System" really made me feel so depress in life,
Went to consult doctor by myself when i was sick on Monday,
Nobody in the family is there for me when i was ill. (that is why i miss my dad badly)
If he can still be around with me he would bring me to see the doctor and take care of me.
But now that he is gone,
All i do was to keep it to myself and suffer alone silently for a period of time,
Luckily i have a close friend who is always there willing to help me and lend me a listening ear.
I think the person know who he/she is because i share everything with him/ her under the sun.
LASTLY,
Biasness is coming again
Showing biasness to my brother was like so obvious.
When he need something or whatever ,
The things would be given to him immediately.
But when i ask the answer would be a " NO" or " I DON'T KNOW"
This answers makes me very angry and disappointed at times.
I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY BUT ALL I CAN DO IS TO PRAY AND ASK GOD FOR HIS GUIDIENCE.
