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.Wednesday, June 20, 2007 .2:58 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
Finally the holidays are here :D150607 (Friday)
After changing my blog skin and etc....Amanda called me to ask if i could go for Planet Shakers concert but unfortunately i can't because i had exmen meeting to attend. Anyway i headed down to Ec and Eddy place for exmen meeting did not really talk much because was having a very bad headache (think it was a bad migraine). Anyway we Discussed for our group upoming event:
EXCESS: OVERTIME 07
THEME: ONE LOVE
TIME: 230PM-6PM
VENUE: CTK ATTIC
ALL ARE WELCOME!!!
160607 (Saturday)
I haven been updating my blog since Last friday!!! BUSY STUDYING??? Nah weren't that, but was busy going shopping with Joanna. Melvin, Ben and julia :) Shop like crazy la, for father's day and comfirmation gift at Plaza Singapura. Headed home at about 1130.Wanted to study on this day but i dint manage to, because was too tired after shopping so much.
170607 (Sunday)
Then sunday came. Its was a day for all the comfirmants. In the morning, went to church at 1030 am for publicity. The response was ok but not many youth were there. Did publicity until about 12plus going to 1pm. Then headed for lunch at J8 with Joanna,Melvin, Eddy and Julia at pasta. After Lunch went to shop for Joanna shoes (haha, last minute dressing up). Then went to BHG and Jo bought her shoes from there. After a while saw Edward.G. After which we all went our own separate ways and met up in church again at 5pm for comfirmation mass. The mass ended at about 645 to 7pm. Took photo with some people (CONGRATES!!! Joel, Melanie, Eugene, Nat, Amanda, Samantha and many many more). But after something that i saw, made me super irritated. But anyway Headed to j8 and celebrated for Eugene as the rest of the comfirmants had their own plans. But in the end we went to Eugene house to cook. I was in a dilemma actually whether to go because as i got exam on Monday and Tuesday and i was quite scared as the time was getting closer and closer each time. Was quite stress and worried. Was studying and reading my notes as the rest were cooking. Left the Chia's brothers place at abt 1045, 11 like that. On the way home i was close to dying, had sudden black out while walking home from the 156 bus stop. Think my blood count and blood pressure dropped suddenly. Could not reach anyone and so i struggled home. And no one was home. Sms Edward.G, Joanna and Melvin and told them about it. Hey thanks for giving me a call and dropping me a sms people and asking how I was feeling. By the way i thank god, for letting me survive till i reached home and i also thank god for today.
(i was kinda of relunctant to go for comfirmation actually but i should not just don't go because of certain people but i told myself that "Hey look at a larger scale". Luckily the anger in me was still managable. You all don't see me so happy always actually im feeling super depress, stress and many more. Im just putting a happy front always)
180607 (Monday)
Had Nursing studies examination today. Haha i woke up at 615 instead of 545.....its like 1/2 hour late :( But thank God the bus drove quite fast and i managed to reach school bus stop at 745. And i wanna thank Joyce and Ramlan for waiting patiently for me at the bus stop (thanks people!!!)....The paper ended at 1030am, it was a 2hour paper. Saw a lot of people left at 930 la, they only took 1 hour to finish the paper. But i did not wanna give up so i sat there till 1030 and do what i can, because once i give up even if i regret there will be no turning back already. The paper was ok and at least i could do all the questions and i hope i can pass with good grades. Don't wanna disappoint my class advisor aka my lecturer for nursing studies!!! After exam went to Tampines mall for lunch with Joyce and Ramlan. We talk a lot of crap and even talking things that are not relevant and EVEN GOSSIPING!!! (Haha joyce don't worry we won't tell anyone) :)
190607 (Tuesday)
-FINALLY LAST DAY OF EXAM-
2nd day of examination. Today had Biological Science examination today. The paper was more difficult than Nursing Studies paper yesterday. I did not really study for it only manage to read through because i wasn't feeling too good since sunday,body seems to be weaker since sunday. But i manage to complete the paper and answering with logical answers. Just pen down what i have learn in tutorial and lecture. Hopefully still can pass. But the funniest thing was during the examination when i have kinda of completed my paper, i wanted to leave even before the 2 hours is up, but instead of leaving the hall i was day dreaming (i was really practically dreaming). The dream was so nice and interesting that i did not want to wake up, until one of the lecturer was like " hey student, do you want to leave the hall since you have finish?" and i said "No, its ok because i haven checked the paper yet." Haha then i decided to check the paper and guess what i went back to sleep before 10 minutes end of paper, and guess what the dream continued, until today i am wondering .After Bio Sci examination today, went to Multi Lecture Theatre for clinical posting at 11am.Haiz going to miss everyone for 3months especially my best friend of all JOYCE!!!Hey girl must keep in touch and meet up soon ya!!! Got to know the hospital that we are attached to and the clinical lecturer/ clinical instructor who is in-charge of us for our 3 months posting. And in 3weeks time my results for my in-campus module will be out!!!
Today i also went to church, tho there is no meeting, but i was so eager to go to church and talk to God in the adoration room. Don't know what was happening to me. Whole day i was emotionally down and tears kept coming time whenever i hear a song or whenever i am alone . I think it just reminds me of the recent past incident that i can hardly forget and let go. Signs have been coming and even stranger have been sent to me and telling me things. I hope things will turn out better soon.
JUST LET ME SAY
Just let me say how much I love You
Let me speak of Your mercy and grace.
Just let me live in the shadow of Your beauty
Let me see You face to face
And the earth will shake as Your word goes forth
And the heavens can tremble and fall
Just let me say how much I love You
O my Saviour, my Lord and friend.
Just let me hear Your finest whispers
As You gently call my name
And let me see Your power and glory
Let me feel Your Spirit's flame.
Let me find You in the desert
'Til this sand is holy ground
And I am found completely surrendered
To You my Lord and friend.
So let me say how much I love You
With all my heart I long for You
For I am caught in this passion of knowing
This endless love I've found in You
And the depth of grace, the forgiveness found
To be called a child of God
Just makes me say how much I love You
O my Saviour, my Lord and friend
Just makes me say how much I love You
O my Saviour, my Lord and friend
{{{PROGRAMME FOR THE WEEK }}}
200607 (WED)- Staying home to slack and doing something for someone
210607 (THU)- Publicity and programme meeting
220607 (FRI) - Vivo w Red Cross for some blood donation drive (duty w Joyce & Jessica)
230607 (SAT)- EXCESS OVERTIME 07!!!
240607 (SUN)- Mass and nothing else.
