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.Thursday, October 04, 2007 .3:43 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
My mood is bad today. A conflict has arised at home today. All i can say its a bad conflict.Grandma have left my house and say she will never come back to my house again. Missing Grandma lots. Hope she will come back soon. She watched me grow and took care of me since i was 5 years old when my babysitter could not take me because of work. I WANT MY GRANDMA BACK!!!
Aunt told me my Mum is doing something sinful for the family i wonder what iszit about. But i think i should not doubt her.Due to all this conflict arising between my family,grandparents and relative. I am missing daddy lots (sobbing) :( Last time when all this happened i still got him to share the burden together but now no one is with me.I have got my own personal stuff to handle and to take care of for myself and now more and more things are loading on me. At first i thought life was turning better for me, mum treated me better, grandma spoke to me a lot and even bought things for me during her genting trip and God showering me finanially but it turned out to be a false alarm.I am seriously speechless now. I cant interfere in anything right now. Just have to sit in front of my computer and seek for friends entertainment. I thank God for showering me with the things i wanted (especially friends around me and entertainment) and giving it to me at the right time. If not i would be in hiding under a blanket crying without anyone knowing. God, you are the only one left for me to support me spiritually. I just hope this conflict will not affect me in anyway.
