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.Tuesday, November 20, 2007 .4:29 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
Today was a disappointed day for me. I may look happy on the outside but actually i am feeling down after knowing i failed badly for my Behavioural Sciences test2. AND THE WORST THING IS I STUDIED DAMN HARD FOR THIS PAPER!!!
Mdm Tan, my lecturer spoke to me when the class was busy doing the e-learning online. The first question she asked me was "What happened to you?" then she told me i failed badly for my this Behavioural Science test2...She asked me if i have got any family problems that i am facing or iszit because of my health that is why it affected my results so badly? I told her i am not facing any problem at home nor my health is effecting my results.....Mdm Tan said she did not expected me to be the one failing because i have been constantly doing well since first semester and i am a student who pays attention in class and is attentive. She was really shock when she marked my paper. At first she thought she marked wrongly when she realise it was my paper,then she counter mark again and indeed she did not mark wrongly. Haiz i felt so down the whole day actually but i just had to put on a laughter even though how sad am i. When i told some of my friends that i failed badly they didnt believe and they say its not possible for me to fail. But but this time i am not lying its true people.Haiz.......Anyway I told Mdm Tan what happened actually about that idiot. She did not say anything much but all she told me was that my this bad results may affect my final GPA and i may have a chance of failing my this module if i dont work hard to achieve for my Final semester paper. My heart just dropped when she said that to me. I was like what the hell, first paper i did well and just because of the second paper that affected me so badly. I know its no point thinking of it now,trying very hard to just carry on my normal cheerful life but its is so difficult. On that very day of the paper i already have this strong feeling that i will fail that is why i cried,even when people tried talking to me i still cant stop crying,i just feel so useless. I just simply hate DOUGLAS (i am sorry to mention the name but i really really have to do it,i can't keep it any longer), he ruined my life and my career. All I have to say is that my promises that i made to myself saying that i wont talk to him if i fail, that its.... i am going to fulfill it as of tomorrow. I am going to ignore and be anti towards him. And please la you idiot you dont have to act generous or what man.......You dont have to be a hypocrite to ask me what Mdm Tan ask me, i know you have overheard my conversation with her you dont have to act innocent...... Dont be a hypocrite...i hate hypocrites if you do not know!!!! Anyway you deserve to fail your paper you dont have to tell others how sad you are over your paper and making people sympatize you because first you did not study, during class BHS online e-learning you spent 2 hours watching your stupid retarded Power Rangers on U-tube, during exam copy my answers and even CMS project take my idea of doing powerpoint, stealing Lab medical supplies and etc.....YOU DESERVE IT. Anyway you deserve scoldings from the class for your childish retarded gay act during lessons. Try to act innocent in class? please la come on the more you act like that the more people will dislike you and when people talk or have their own private conversation its super rude of you to just cut in into people conversation, please respect people's privacy. Its a basic courtesy.......I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU DOUGLAS TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!STUPID GAY!!!!! Even if one day i seriously got no friend or what i will still never come and talk to you or what so ever. You put me down badly and as you know i am not a easily forgiving person, if you really reached to the highest point of my limits. Once you fail me its the end. I wont forgive you. I have never hate someone so much before you are the second one in my life right now. I seriously hate you to the core!!!!!!!During school time i had to pour out my feelings to Gan Jie after i know my results. I was so down but I thank her for being there for me and putting nice words to cheer me up. Her sms helped me a lot. Its kinda of relieve abit of my stress,anger and disappointment. Love you lots girl :) Thanks for being here for me everytime when i needed someone when i am at my lowest. Thanks dear sis!!!
Seriously i am still quite down now........
I GUESS NOBODY KNOWS!!!!!
