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.Sunday, January 13, 2008 .9:05 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
1st week in medical ward have passed......
Erm...
The 1st week at work really suxs big time.
I dragged myself to work everyday.
Was late on Wednesday for just 10mins and i got to replace 1 hour on that day.
I have to comply to a lot of nonsense in the ward,both patients and staff nurses.
I have to face people who actually spoil my day everyday.
I have a lot of difficulties talking to the staff there especially the staff nurses.
Have to replace on Sat 1 day when i applied for 1/2 a day sick leave.
and etc... ...
But the positive side is that....
I have a good partner to work with she always help me when i need her.
The Enrolled Nurses there are nice and approachable.
They willingly lend me a helping hand when i needed them.
They encourages us.
They care about us and think of us,the students,before themselves.
Haiz.....
I duno iszit because of the ward that makes me feel so stress,dreaded and tired everyday. Maybe because i am still sick. Anyway,I spoke to Godsis about it and she told me to take it easy and think positive. Because she doesnt want me to think this way too much and later effect me in this course. Haiz i am trying my best to think postive but i duno why it is so difficult. I certainly like my job of being a nurse but somehow everytime when i go for my medical posting during attachment i will feel negative about myself in my career. Haiz i seriously duno!!!!! I even have plans to work in SGH after i graduate but now i am just so afraid how if i am posted to a medical ward? Working at a surgical is so different from medical wards.
I haven been myself lately......I feel i am quite anti-social. Maybe because a lot of things have been running in my head. I have also been doubting myself...asking and questioning God alot. I am afraid of a lot things but i haven shared with anyone maybe only spoke to Godsis i guess.
There is once on my way to work i messaged Godsis and Joanna i think it should be on Thursday....They both encouraged me when i was feeling negative about going to work in the afternoon. I am sorry girls that you both have to hear me complain that day. But thanks for the motivation and support you both gave me. It caught me thinking of my wish and passion of being a nurse in the future..... :)
I guess at this point of time i need a lot of motivation,support,love and etc from the people around me.
Anyway this coming week i will be out with Godsis to celebrate her 25th Birthday!!! I cant wait to see her soon. I am missing her lots :) Got alot of things to talk to her about. She is good at talking sense into me. I duno but somehow her words of advise,motivation,scolding,lecturing and etc will make me understand things a lot. Thanks my dearest Godsis :)
Ok i am off to do my reflective journal for my attachment. Boring!!!! But what to do....Whole of next week i working first 3 mornings and 2 afternoons,sat and sun spending time with Godsis.
So ya i guess i will be rather busy so i wont be blogging till i am free? So will be back soon!!!
Bye and love ya all :)
