STRESS AND UPSET!!! DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!
THANKS FOR ALL THE BLAMES..AND MAKING ME FEEL SO HORRIBLE NOW!!!
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW!!!
IF YOU SAY I AM SENSITIVE.... WHAT ABOUT YOU YOURSELF?
I HAVE MY OWN PERSONAL PROBLEMS TO HANDLE...
CAN YOU JUST GIVE ME SOME PEACE TO WORK AND LEAD A HAPPY LIFE?
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME RIGHT NOW IS TO DO WELL IN MY COURSE AND SUCCEED....
HUMANS HAVE THEIR OWN UPS AND DOWNS IN LIFE ALSO.
DONT THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE.
AFTER THIS INCIDENT HAPPENED.... I FINALLY REALISE MY BAD POINT....
WHICH IS TRUSTING AND ACCEPTING PEOPLE TO FAST.

I GUESS I AM TOO NICE TO PEOPLE AROUND ME.
WHEN I AM NICE TO PEOPLE,

THEY TEND TO CLIMB OVER MY HEAD AND MAKE USE OF ME.
AFTER I HELP THEM...WHAT DO I GET FROM THEM IN THE END?
BEING MADE USE OF?
BEING BACKSTAB?
BEING ABANDON?
NOT APPRECIATED?
BEING LAUGHED AT?
BEING.......
ALL THE HURTFUL THINGS THEY CAN DO TO ME.
I GUESS THERE IS ONLY A HANDFUL OF PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT I CAN SERIOUSLY TRUST AND DEPEND ON.
THIS HANDFUL IS ENOUGH......
MY DEAREST GODSIS&GODBRO.EXCESS AND MY JN0704C BUDDIES.
I AM BADLY HURT!!!!!