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.Saturday, January 19, 2008 .12:06 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
Oh man I did not blog for like about a week already. A lot if things happened during work this week some bad some good. Anyway I did not have time to really "accompany" my dearest laptop this few days because I am rather tired plus busy from work.Anyway, this is my 2nd week in ward 53C.
Many things to update for the week.
Monday (140108)
- Was on morning shift.
- I have got compliment from one of my patient who was fit for discharge. And my lecturer actually praised me today:)
-Assisted one of the ward sister for wound dressing. Oh man i was a totally blurred student i duno what to do but since the staff as me to go in and just assist so i just went in and look look la....In the end got scolded for nothing. The sister was like say"Student of you wanna help please go and grad a diposable apron and a pair of glove dont just come in and stare at me...." wth man. I am just a year1 student!!!!Plus im only 1 week in this ward!!!! ~argh~
Tuesday (150108)
- Was on morning shift.
- Went for eXcess H2o today. Thought I wasn’t able to make it because I was so damn tired from work today and I wasn’t well yet. But I made it down. Thank eXcess people for praying for me and all.
LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!!
- Spoke to Godsis at night when I reached home from eXCess fellowship. Spoke to her on the phone till 1.30am and pouring out all my sorrows and complains. She gave me advices and even helped me think positive about my course and future. Actually i was thinking of my current career. I duno if being a nurse is my calling or not. Because nowadays at work i always got this negative feeling. But come to think back of why i take this course is because i am interested and most importatntly is my dad's last wish for me. Maybe its just some of the ward staff and setting just make me think negative when i go to work. if the staff are nice and i dont have demanding patient i think i will be happy working as a nurse in the hospital. I have been striving and doing well in all my semester exams and i always have this readiness to serve my patients in the ward, I think i should think positive and seriously not to think of giving up since its my calling to be a future nurse!!! Thanks Dearest Godsis for making me understand so many things and letting me think positive in life.
LOVE YOU DEAREST!!!!
Wednesday (160108)
- Was on morning shift.
- Today is also my late dad's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY :) MISS YOU LOTS!!!
- I am a happy girl today..... Maybe because Godsis words last night make me think and reflect a lot that is why my day was much better today...Hehehe ; )
Thursday (170108)
- Was on afternoon shift.
- Today is also Stephanie Birthday…HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEP: )
- I completed 3skills today. Thanks for 1 staff nurse who was so nice today teaching us many things.
-Today I was super upset. I did not have the mood to work because of something that happened. Reached work at 12.40pm. Ain and I went to the cubicle to check out on our cubicle’s patients. Sorry to say that one of our patient actually passed on. Ain, Siti and me was quite attached to this patient and it was quite sad to see this patient of ours pass on. Wanted to do something for her for the last time but some people just don’t understand and say things which actually hurt us. I dislike this kind of people. I realise some friends maybe nice to you but actually sometimes they are just acting nice and make use of you. I was the one who actually prepared the sponging trolley and prepared everything for the procedure and I even taught them what to do and all and they did not even say thank you or anything to me. I guess I was too nice already. After report taking, Ain, Siti and I wanted to do the procedure but in the end we did not get to do it. We were damn upset especially when it was our patient that we are very attached to. The last 2 who actually came in contact with this patient was actually me and Ain. Some people just know how to talk so much and all and don’t think of people feelings when saying things. I know you wanted to do the procedure just to sign for skills but you don’t have to talk so much and hurt people feeling. When this patient was still alive you did not even dare to touch the patient or worst still dare not even take her Vital Signs and asked me to do and now you want to do the last procedure for her. Don’t you think it was like a hypocrite to the patient? Ok I don’t deny that I was upset because of what you said. I was so upset that you made use of me to do things for you and to be there for you when you have problem with someone and I was nice enough to listen to you and all and now you say such hurtful things to me!!!!!
- I was so upset that I have to talk to Godsis during my break time. I hate it when I am being made use of especially when I helped this someone so much when she needed me to be there for her. And I also want to thank God that I met up with Joanna today after work and poured out my unhappiness about work to her when meeting up with her. Its been a long time since we last met up…It was nice meeting her up like what we use to do before… Thanks to my 2dearest girls in my life; )
Friday (180108)
- Today I am on afternoon shift again. Weekends are here again. Yohoo!!!
- Did journal till quite late. But in the end Lecturer wasn’t there when the afternoon girls reported for work.
- Being avoided today.
Saturday (190108)
- Haha just woke up.....
- Going out to buy lunch. Today I am going to stay home till evening time and slack at home. Dinner then out to buy Godsis Birthday gift. Hehe.
TOMORROW DEAREST GODSIS STEAMBOAT BIRTHDAY DINNER :) Yipee!!!
Sunday (200108)
- Will be out whole day.
- Morning mass. Maybe with my family or eXcess people, still not planning in process.
- Afternoon out with family.
- Evening GODSIS STEAMBOAT BIRTHDAY DINNER!!! YUMMY!!!! :)
