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.Wednesday, May 21, 2008 .8:24 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
I am so sad :( Joanna is leaving to Sydney tomorrow....Hope 1 1/2 weeks will passby fast, cant wait for her return back.Miss you Jo!!!!But anyway hope she will come back safely and enjoy her trip there.Tomorrow is Bio Sci paper.....Studying till about 1plus today.Anatomy and Physiology of ear and eyes.Nervous system.Microbiology and Pharmacology.Next week is going to be my 2nd last week of my in campus study before all of us will be out on attachment on 7th July.Today early morning had CSV.2 hours of speak up session...There were tension, gratefulness, and etc as Ms Wong pencil case was being pass round.I have to confess that I certainly dislike this kind of mass session....Where we just vent our feelings and etc......Something struck me when some of my friends actually commented on their Clinical Attachment at different Hospitals. Problems were faced and some even say they prefer the class (JR0704C) rather than their Clinical posting work-mates.For me, i appreciate both my Clinical Posting friends and In campus classmate and not forgetting Good CLINICAL LECTURERS TOO!!!! I am fortunate to meet people who are nice and cheerful. This is one thing which i think I should thank God for, for supplying good people into my life and providing me the best.ANYWAY....................During this 2 hour speck up session, I finally speak up what was kept inside me for quite sometime.Erm....I usually dont tell people about my feelings, i prefer to keep it to myself.....BUT when keeping to myself i also tend to hurt myself.By stressing myself more with all the unsolved issue and stress factors.I just dislike letting out.As what Sya said and shared today:"EVEN IF WE WERE TO TELL OTHERS OUR FEELINGS&PROBLEMS PEOPLE WILL SAY ITS OK NEVERMIND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!"But when people say this in the end its just a verbal comfort given to that someone and nothing is solved.So there is no difference. So might as well keep it to ourselves.I just hope after todays session i hope people who need to change their character change, the class will not spilt and fall apart, no tension between friends, more friendship are built and everyone treat everyone as important and etc. After today session i also found out that I have a friend in my class who shares the same thoughts and character with me and this person is no other than Sya and Nadiah.Sya: We both are emotion people. We both keep feelings to ourselves. And although we put on a smile on a face everyday but deep down inside us we are torn and shattered. Sya you are not alone!!!!Nadiah: Oh man this girl.....she have the same character as me everytime we speak we speak without thinking, after we say something we have to pause and reflect on what we have say. We are both very reflective person. We both like to play with our rulers in PCA class!!! Haha.Ok i think i got to go off now to study for my biological Science Paper tomorrow. Stress stress stress!!! And i wanna aim for my distinction as i missed 1 mark to distinction last paper!!!Labels: Mixed feeling
