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.Wednesday, May 28, 2008 .7:27 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
Few more days before i end my 2.1 semster study in school.Yesterday got back Bio Sci results and guess what i got HIGH DISTINCTION!!! 47/50!!!But i got to Buck up for my PCA in order to get a A. Now my grades is like A for Bio....B for PCA&GERON!!!Gonna strive and stress myself for the final lap next wed and thurs...I want As for all my module :) Now currently we 2.1 students are learning on Pediatric Care. Taking care of babies.Bathing.Bottle Feeding.Changing.Breast feeding and etc.Many many things to study and learn. Hey people, I can be well trained babysitter k? Haha.Received a email from Joanna all the way from Sydney,thought she have forgot me. But i am happy she remembered me. Cant wait for her to come back on Monday....Miss you Jo. Come back soon!!! Without her in my life its really tough for me to go through so many ups and down on my own. I should practice to stand on my own feet at the same time i need many support in life to encourage me to built up my confidence.Today marks our last day with my CSV lifeskill teacher Ms Wong.We revealed our Angel-My dearest Angel is FARADILLAH. Haha this girl is really nice she listen to my problems and give me good advices when i need a listening ear. We had "White elephant" gift exchange also- I drawed Nurul Huda,haha,she was one of the people who i got to know first when i came into nursing. And i think the gift that i prepared was certainly for her.....She like it so much and is like smiling away when she unwraped the present :)After white elephant and revealing of Angel Ms Wong each gave us a own made card which indicate our personalty and the type of person that we are. And i am the MISS PERFECTIONIST :)) She said i am a girl who is diligent in my work and do things accordingly and give a good piece of work when assignment is given:) I am always on task!!! We took class photo with Ms Wong too!!! Aww....i miss her lots this is her final semster being a lifeskill teacher in ITE she is going for further studies... :(I was kinda of in a bad mood today too. Erm my mood went down to the lowest point during our 3 hours lunch break. It wasnt because of anyone but more on what my clique shared about their O'levels how their parents actually reacted to their results and all. I dint share much when they were individually sharing about it. For me, since i entered into Primary school my results have been quite all right all the way till my PSLE. Seconday 1 started, my results started to fall a little and later as years goes till i was in secondary 3 it dropped tremendously till i have got multiple failing subjects. N'levels came and i got 5points,took o'level Emaths and Chinese during my N'levels year. All this while my dad was the one who scold me,wake me up,restrict me from many stuff in order for me to do well in all my studies. But before i got my N'level results just a few days before my dad passed away i felt really demroalized,having no one to scold me and etc like what i used to get from my dad,it was just total silence. O'levels came my results were disappointing, failed my Science badly with a D7 and could not fulfil my dad wish of me getting into Poly Nursing. I felt really a loser :(So when just now my clique was sharing i didnt wanna interfere because i know i will get emotional.It just reminds me of my dad and how i actually failed him by not studying hard. And another thing which upset me today was when i started to think back about how this particular person have changed so much and dun even bother to keep me informed about anything. She just have to tell some other people and make me like her back up at times...she really have changed alot. I felt quite bad when i atually raised my voice at Vin during PCA class,when he told me that he found that someone tabnner lying around and no one noticed. I just feel that if that someone dun bother to tell me stuff and treat me like a back up why must i entertain anything regarding this person, its not worth it of me to do this kind of thing for a friend. Once this person told me "i feel awarkward after CP dun know why everything seems so different after attachment" I think this person should reflect upon herself or himself and do some soul searching. I think its not the people around her affecting her but she affecting other people and hence people is treating her/him this way. I just feel very backstabbed and cheated having this friendship with this kind of people. I hates it a lot. But i just kept quiet.....I cant wait to go for attachment, New environment and nice friend to mix with. But i am scared too though....because i scared i might get builled and etc.......Hope everything will turn out fine and happy!!!!JR0704C WITH MS WONG:)
RAMDOM :)
ME&MS WONG :)
THE PERFECTIONIST!!!
HAPPY PEOPLE OF JR0704C WITH MS WONG :)
NO MORE A JUNIOR WITH BLUE STICKER
BUT NOW A SENIOR WITH RED STICKER AT THE SIDE :)
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