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.Wednesday, October 29, 2008 .8:28 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
3 weeks of school is coming to an end...4 more weeks to go.I seriously cant wait to have my holiday soon and go back for attachment.School been rather stressful and hectic...With all the assignments and projects piling like a mountain.-Oncology Project submission next fri and Phase test on 11th Nov.-Sociology Project for Behavioural Science submission in 2 weeks time.-Patient Care B group presentation 12th Nov.-CDP business plan submission due next week after this another project coming up.Die die die..... I seriously cant wait for everything to come an end.Life isnt going on well for me either...Things to think of and things to worry for and many other issues.I know God been there supporting me and so do my 3 support in life Joanna, Nic and Godma.This 2 months is going to be a tiring months for me....I just needed this love and support for me to carry on and not give up halfway during my monitoring.As what Joanna told me last night... "BELIEVE GOD WILL TAKE CONTROL OF ALL THE SITUATION THAT IS HAPPENING"To say the truth sometimes i am really in doubt when i persever so long and nothing is happening.Its very demoralizing for me when i see myself different from others.But i know i still got to believe in God.Haiz back to school....School's really bad this semester besides all those stress from workload...And also seeing the class being so divided makes me dislike the class.Even my close friends is like in their own world of thoughts.Hypocrites, backstabbers and even selfish hearts are seen within the class.Its not easy surviving in such environment.Some people when you do something good for them they just wont appreciate but hit you even harder from behind.Used to be quite close to a group of them during my first year in the course....But somehow something that a someone said actually kept me wondering what have i done wrong?Or iszit because of some project grouping that make her dislike me?Haiz..... I cant do the same thing as what i did in H2o reconciliation session yesterday...Its easier for me to do it with my church friends, forgiving them and talking to them to solve things out...But for school its really different you have to wait for either one party to talk to you first.If not it will remain like this forever.Haiz nevermind i will just smile and say hi or bye when i bump into them anywhere in school...Because i dont find any faults in them but maybe they are just ignorant.My wish is to just lead my life the way i want it to be and the way God want it to be too.I have friends and dearest people in my life even when i dont have anyone in school.:)))
