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.Monday, November 24, 2008 .7:36 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
[FINAL WEEK IN ITE CE]Finally i am going to graduate soon...Time passes really fast...My memories in ITE CE NURSING SCHOOL have taught me a lot...Be it in nursing care or even knowing myself better.Next up will be graduation!!!Had debrief today for our GRADUATION CEREMONY IN MAY 2009!!!By then many of my friends would be working...Some waiting for polytechnic admission...And the guys will be in NS....I really cant wait for the moment where i go on stage and recieve my CERTIFICATE...By then i will be a ENROLLED NURSE OFFICIALLY.But one thing now i wonder who will attend my GRADUATION CEREMONY???Only can invite 1 or 2....Haiz.Ok i will think about this after i finish my exams and attachment.[CONFLICT WHICH NEVER ENDS]Since we started school on 13th Oct till now final week of school (7weeks) everyday is a conflict.I just feel that this semester i dint really enjoy much in school.The reason of me going to school everyday is because of my class advisor and i know she can help me do well in my MODULES.I shall not mention names here.But i feel that this particular person have made me really upset and disappointed.She saw me struggling but she dint bother to ask how i was progressing in the project and all. I really wonder if she do have the heart...I did the project all alone when i was terribly sick... I stayed up till 3am most of the night.Most of the night when next day is submission i would cry alone at home and suffered all alone.Everytime this question keep rewinding and rewinding over and over again...Does she remember how i have helped her during the 2 weeks of IMH posting??I helped her so much does she even appreciate???I am really upset actually but i try not to show it because i dun want it to affect my cliques.She love to attract attention...I really dislike it when people tries to attract attention.She cries as and when she like.She have her own personal problem....I also have....But i dun cry as much as she does.Now she is winning Nadiah trust and i know Nad is also quite tired over this conflict that is ongoing.I know now some people might be standing at her side...But do you guys ever wonder how i feel??I also have my own sorrow and troubles too to think of and to overcome.Whatever it is i just feel i need a apology from her.Ok i cant carry on blogging already....I still have alot of things to say about her....From today onwards i urge you guys from my class to dont call or sms me...I just want to be alone for the time being.I have this thought of not going for the class chalet at all...Haiz i am still thinking if i should go.I want to be happy for the next few days in school.I will only be in school till thursday morning...So just leave me alone....I AM MISSING CERTAIN PEOPLE IN MY LIFEHOW I WISH THEY CAN BE BY MY SIDE RIGHT NOWRIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENTI MISS YOULabels: i am missing certain people in my life
