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.Wednesday, January 28, 2009 .10:37 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
NEGATIVITY THOUGHTS
Hi to all i am back at work after 2 days of CNY PH.
Anyway CNY was ok, have been eating and eating so much that now my stomach is giving me alot of problems.
This minute i eat and 5-10 minutes later you see me rushing to the toilet.
I think i have hurt my stomach by OVER EATING!!!
And and and.....
As you know CNY we eat all kinds of food.....
Seafood,Goodies and etc etc when we go visitation or when people come to your house....
Stubborn me is allergy to SEAFOOD (esp prawn) and PEANUTS....
But as you all know nice food cant be refrained by DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG CHU XIAN....
So i ate regardless of what it is and now.....
RASHES ON MY UPPER LEG, SCRATCHING LIKE A MONKEY!!!! Haiz....
And worst still few weeks back i have allergy from seafood and it actually developed Rashes on my face.....i just recovered this week.
I am feeling kinda of disturbed, sad, isolated and unwanted by the people around me.
I have been feeling this way for quite sometime about a week or so already....
But i din show it to my friends around me. Unless you really irritate me to the max....which will make me blow...Seriously my mood isnt that good lately...so please dun try to make me upset or what...
Its been night after night that i spend time alone, nobody knows.Crying, tearing thinking of those bad times i had recently.....
Including those close and dear to me dun know what is happening.
For the time being i wont reply to smses unless its absolutely necessary for me to reply....
Because i find that smses have made me think differently from the sender.
Haiz ok i dun want to say anymore but all i can say is i really feel unwanted.
All is ask for is a extra love.....
Just a bit more differently from what i am getting right now.
Ok whatever i know no one will come to me to say anything to me or what.
Ok i going off and i wont be back to blog unless i think its necessary.To Joanna: I know you may not be reading this but in case you do....We haven catch up for quite sometime ever since our last meet up at Ben and jerry's....... I am hoping for more meet up actually especially at this point of time.
To jenny: Thanks for smsing me and catching up with me. We are indeed twins sister that think alike, have similar habits and almost same characteristic....:)
Haha somehow i feel that i am fated with PEOPLE whose name starts with "J".... i can talk and mix around with them so well like close sisters.... :))Labels: I just needed an extra love from you and thats what i ask for
