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.Sunday, January 04, 2009 .11:31 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
Last day of my holidays ends after 12am today.Hmmm...abit irritated this time round for attachment...because i haven had enough fun and rest for my this holiday. I still wants more FUN!!!Anyway some update about yesterday...I met up with Dearest Joanna yesterday,Haha just missed her so much because she was away for camp so we dint meet each other for about more than a week i think.Then headed for ICE CREAM FEAST yesterday at THE CATHAY BEN'S AND JERRY'S!!!Yummie yummie!!!We catch up with each other.Discussed serious stuff and etc......And we realise we are both PERFECTIONIST in people opinion!!!And we think we are because of our actions and the way we react to our surrounding.Anyway, i love meeting her up doing all the catching up and talking and etc :))And simply i LOVE HER TOO :)Today was mass at 1130am.I reached the dot and i had no place to sit the church was filled with alot of people.Even communion wasnt enough for everyone who attend mass.I was gasping for air at the door, because it was so cramp that i can hardly breathe.IRRITATED!!!After that was LUNCH at Junction8...Every food place was also filled with many people.Excess people broke up into groups depending on the perferred food they wanted.But all i wanted was A AIRCON-ED PLACE!!!Was talking to some guys just catching up with them about their life and all....Then the girls were chit chatting so i just left it aside.Hmmm for the first time i was joining the Guys for meals.....I dint intend to join the guys (cz i always dun group with them) but i really dint know i was the only girl then, all i wanted was aircon!!!So ya i was upset, i admit!I wasnt happy, i admit!I dint feel secured, i admit!I felt left out, i admit!Everything negative came into my mind... ...Being outcasted!Dint feel the importance!Being left alone and so on so forth :(Then after lunch was GIRLS CHILLING SESSION AGAIN!!!We went to COFFEE BEAN.Dint speak much, was rather quiet.I cant share my personal stuff or discuss anything in big group.My definition of big group is 4 or more.I just kept quiet and listen to what the others have to say.But as i was listening, i was seriously dozing off....I cant stand it when i dun get to participate and just sit there.This is my character.I am a selectively listener.Ok Home-ed at about 430pm....thoughts about what happen today and slowly i fall into a deep sleep till 645pm and left for town for dinner.Now i am right in front of the computer blogging.Because the next time that i am going to blog would be when i am free...Because tomorrow is back to attachment at SGH...Finally lap to my freedom from ITECE NURSING!!!Be i am excited to meet my crazy ex-RH lovely friends again. Yipee!!!Ok quiet time and i will be off to bed...zzzzzzzZZZZzzzz!!!2009 resolutions..-a tranformation in my life.-Be a part of people's life, getting to know them better through communication.-Be willing to learn new things and be a servant leader.-Build a stronger bond/friendship with my cell leader Joanna.-Do not be afraid by the things that is affecting me in my life, but to stand firm in whatever i do.-Greater commitment in eXcess.-More bonding session with the girls.-Journeying with my cell leader and do not be afraid of her, appraoch her straight when i need help or even a listening ear.-Build a stringer relationship with God, Love him more deeper this year as compared to 2008.
