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.Saturday, March 07, 2009 .11:35 AM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
5 more days and i will be free!!!!!No more attachment...No more school...No more shift work....No more 8 to 6pm in campus....Haha next up i am hoping to get into poly of course!!!!!Hey guys you know what i am really glad i manage to pull through my 2years course.2 years really passby very fast...like ZOOM and it went pass :))Okie anyway yesterday was Mdm Rain Liu last day with us at posting...Because she had to go back school and teach those kids for their phase test and all.....And we celebrated Najib belated birthday too.HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY NAJIB :)))Yesterday was a relaxs day for the afternoon shift people.....Went for the celebration after taking report...Party ended at 330pm but we were reluctant to go back to work....So we slacked at the staff lounge till 5pm and went back to ward.And anyway i got back my combined results for my whole year2 and i got A....But not a very good A and its below my expectation.But many people say i should not complain because getting an A is better than nothing :(On Wednesday i spoke to Jo.Thank god she spoke to me if not i think i will be breaking down crying to myself.Ok about tuesday night praying over session first....I think Jo could feel something isnt right with me.The emptiness that i felt, the lost and broken me.I got to confess my relationship with God arent that strong, yes been stress lately.I broke down and cried that night when jo prayed for me.I could not stop tearing.My legs trembles and my tears rolled down when past memories kept flashing and flashing.I feel that i have not been loved enough.....I feel empty :((The cheerful daphy is gone.I need time to revive it back again.I need time, but of course with you guys help i am sure i am able to get on my 2 feet....I want to be loved again....After work yesterday my plan was to meet up with dearest Jo,Have been feeling quite down and rather troubled with things...Wanted to meet up with her to just chat and talk about things.Anyway i got to thank Jo for journeying with me for the past 8 years listening to me, guiding me and etc...i really treat her and look up to her as my elder sister....Each time i am feeling down SHE IS THERE.Everytime i need someone to listen to me SHE IS THERE.Someone to cheer me up SHE IS THERE TOO....She is always there for me caring for me...thanks JO!!!Instead of meeting her she invited me for Marcus birthday celebration @town.Met up with my group of dearest people, Jo,Melvin, edward,Raphael, Ben, amanda De, Aloysius julia and of course with the birthday boy Marcus...Met them up at SMU pub to drink.Head home at about 1230pm.Later going for art ministry and either i am going to spend time outside alone...Or spend it with my dearest.Been busy and we seldom meet up, we just message each other and catch up.....Ok i am off to get ready and going out soon after dressing up.Bye and i will be back when i am free.Labels: struggling to stay strong
