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.Saturday, August 01, 2009 .10:52 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
Its been some time since i last blogged... 12days.
I duno how long is this post going to be but ya i will just shoot every single thought that is running in my head right now.
Last weekend was Hillsongs.....
I have got a awesome experience and i am glad i went and got touched by God :)
Ok anyway i finished all my practical in this semester...
Now i can finally focus on my final semster paper...THEORY.
Wait....
There is still one project not done, the one and only tough project...EVIDENT BASED PRACTICE!!!!
Haiz...
Got my clinical posting attachment too and really sad to say that i am not being posted to SGH but to TTSH :(
Planning to take a bond at SGH but then there is some thing that is restricting me from taking the bond.
Many people have told me to take it but then some say taking a bond is not easy especially w my health status.
Now i am just waiting for God confirmation....I am seeking for his advice.
Past few days i have been thinking hard if i had made the right move.
I know you are trying hard to accommodate to my needs and encourging in my never ending treatment...
Thanks for being that pillar of support but every now and then i start to question myself if what i did was right...
I am just afraid i might fall like how i did the last time.
I dont want to suffer my dear.
I am really scared things dont work out,
You tried so hard to get me and now i am the one feeling vexed about it.
I have YOU, MY beloved friends, family and church to balance out my time...
I am afraid i might collaspe any time....
Now my exams is round the corner i really dun have the motivation to start cz i have been thinking and reflecting alot...
I really question myself why am i so quick in my decision making...
Did i make the right move????
Haiz i think my constant fever have burned my brain that is why i am thinking so much and being emotional right now.
Maybe its just this period of stress that makes me so sick about every single thing.
I need a rest.
