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.Wednesday, October 28, 2009 .5:55 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
Just yesterday i have decided to make my blog private viewing...
Reason being:
Many things have happened and everyone in class is making me say things that i dun wish to say or declare and things that i promise to keep it in the dark...
Its not easy for me to keep a secret when everyone, in fact majority of the people kept on pestering and forcing me down my throat to speak the truth....
I got to confess that i cant lie or keep secret when people keeps hogging me to say.
That is my greatest weakness.
Feeling kinda of troubled these few days...
Before i go deeper into it i want to thank God for sending my dear boy back to Singapore safely on Monday evening :))
I am really glad he is back which means time spend with him is going to be more i guess...
Thanks for the t-shirt you bought for me from Thailand, i love it...thanks my dear:))
Many things have happened when he came back to school on tuesday...
I just feel that i have hurt him so much by not keeping my promises....
Sometimes i think his reason to ask me to keep it to myself it for good purpose...
Sorry dear if i haven been a great Girlfriend to you...
I really felt quite bad, making you get all those shit from our class mates and project group mates...
The last time you came back from another country after visiting your mum and grandma something also happened and now another incident...
I really felt very sorry about what has happened and i know you are feeling terrible too.
Anyway i Just felt like blogging now because i am waiting for him to contact me...
And yes today its the 28th...
Happy 4th month my dear!!!!
Now i am waiting for his text and will be meeting him...
I just feel like meeting him up and tell him how i am feeling and all and make an agreement...
I really hope he does listen and compromises...
Last few weeks he have been busy entertaining his friend, a friend that came from New Zealand if i dint get it wrong...
I dint pester him that much to keep me accompanied as i know he have his priorities....
Since today being our 4th...he promised to meet me today actually but in the end he had to go out with his this friend cz he is flying off tomorrow morning...
So dear boy have promised me to spend tomorrow night with me instead...
Really hope he dun break his promises again...
I have been rather down lately...
Firstly our movie date have gotten lesser,
Our sentosa trip haven been accomplished,
Our phone calls and sms have lessen quite a bit too...
How i wish time can be turned back and having to spend most of the time with him....
I WANT TIME TO TURN BACK TO HOW WE FIRST BEGIN ...
I MISS YOU MY DEAR.
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