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.Monday, December 21, 2009 .3:08 PM .
DAPHNE CASSANDRA NG
From 18th to 20th December last weekend was eXcess Retreat at STRH :))
Camp was really great having to bond with my girls :)
This camp was a self discovery camp ...
i thank God for letting me go for this camp with a purpose set for me.
Felt reluctant to go at first but ya now i have found out the reason why i am called to go.
Its all Daphy's negligant.
First day i was late for camp, because had a 1 hr lecture to attend in school...
Reached at about 1230pm so i missed the first part of camp...
Then was a Mount Faber activity and it was tiring walking up slope with my leg aching from the pulau ubin trip the day before.
But i manage to go through it with the help of perseverance.
Did media/worship experiment and project for the camp and as usual daphy was lost most of the time.
Was previously in Fine Art team and now i am working on Missonary side that have yet to be revive.
So ya i am lost because i am new to media.
2nd day was a day to ponder over our rejection in life...
Went from door to door to do christmas carolling and giving people chrsitmas cheers.
It was a great experience, having to knock on strangers door and evangelising to them despite our fears.
Everyone did it willing and had God's grace in them to make things possible and successful.
Seeing many of my members being able to step out of their comfort zone makes me feel that God is really answering prayers of the individuals.
I faced many rejections in life since the time i was born and being brought into this world....
Parents dint wanna acknowleage me as their beloved daughter till at a later stage in life.
Rejected God when i was 14 years old due to relationship and doubted him.
And many many more rejections.
So that very night as a prayer warrior with other of my leaders we prayed for our members and then we leaders offered prayers to one another.
Thank God for actually sending Joanna up to me walking up to me and asked if i need to be prayed over..
And of course i wanted because of many factors.
So Joanna and also Sharon came over and prayed over me that night during the healing session to let me accept inner healing and to let me resolve conflicts with myself and all.....
Its quite hard for me to accept who am i today and having doubts about why God actually send me to this world with multiple illnesses.
I haven been thinking positively lately.
All i needed was support from people to see me though my rough times.
Thats all i need.
At night i spoke to Jo about how i feel about camp....
Its been a long time since i had heart to heart sharing with her about things.
This very night i had a terrible chest pain and it led me to be drowsy without me knowing and knocked out.....
My body when all numb and couldnt utter a word to jo when she asked questions...
She prayed over me and i thought it was a dream or something....
I felt touched by my dearest sister praying over me and i felt better.
Thanks my beloved sister :)
3rd day of camp was more on a closure...
Had affirmations,lighting up of the candles and short video clips.
My chest pain acted up today, i think the infection is getting worst as days goes by slowly...
Thanks Joanna, sharon and Nicholas for showing their concern i really appreciated it so much...
Ended camp at about 6pm and then headed off to Vivo city for Carl's junior dinner.
Dear boy suppose to pick me up from Vivo but ya disappointment actually hindered my happiness....
Was really disappointed having to wait and getting no respond till late.
So after dinner headed home with Joanna and she bus-ed home with me....
Had heart to heart sister's affirmation....
Love you my sis :)
Come to think of it i really miss camp now.....
Overall camp was great with the great people around :))
Miss my dear boy, my dearest sister JOANNA, and everyone who are part of my life journey...
Misses :)
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